Hebatnya dugaan ini....

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.Ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan ia mendapat siska (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya. (Mereka berdoa): Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau tersalah. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah engkau bebankan kepada kami beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang - orang yang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tak sanggup kami memikulnya. Beri maaflah kami, ampunilah kami; dan rahmatilah kami. Engkau Penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir"
(Surah Al-Baqarah - ayat 286)


Inilah doa yang mama soh baca maser dok tunggu fayyadh kat sepital. Alhamdulillah... physically fayyadh is slowly showing a good progress. Even though his not 100% before the trauma....but syukurlah... he's giving a good and positive reaction..and still hope for the best...!

Sedih memang lah sedih...but I have to stay strong and think postive for Fayyadh. Fayyadh baru 3 bulan, if anything happen tak puas lagi rasenye dengan dier..... tapi aper2 pon yang jadi aku redha....hebatnya ujian Allah kali ini untuk aku...

10th April 2007
- Received a called from the babysitter. Babysitter bagitau fayyadh nangis satu macam. Bagi susu sumer tak nak...and end up dier terus senyap, muka dier pucat and tangan dier dah keras. Since I had a mtg at Plaza Damas, mintak babysitter tuh bwk fayyadh gie klinik dulu. Hubby pergi fetch Fayyadh kat klinik and we all jumpa kat Sunway Medical Center.

Ya allah....maser fayyadh sampai kat Emergency, muka dier mmg pucat betul.... pucat sangat. Tapi dier tido sbb doc kat klinik dah bg ubat sebab dier kater kena sawan. Since dier kena sawan, doctor have to do a CT scan..takut2 brain damage....... And through the CT scan the doc find out that there is a blood clog inside his head. Ya Allah....Tak terkata maser doc cakap macam tuh. Doc kater kalo pendarahan macam nie....samaada jatuh or kena goncang dengan kuat....

11th April 2007
- The babysitter bagitau yang fayyadh memang jatuh. Her daughter 6 years old....dukung fayyadh maser dier kat luar tgh sidai kain.
- Malam tuh jugak, kena wat operation since fayyadh banyak kali kena fits, eventhough ubat dah bagi byk. The operation took about 2hrs........ and alhamdulillah the operation was successful. Ya allah..tuhan jer laaa tahu perasaan aku maser tuh.....takut, terlalu takut

6 days in ICU was a very critical time for me...Tak sanggup nak tgk fayyadh macam tuh...just imagine ader 7 tube kat badan fayyadh - 1 kat kepala to drain out the fluid, 1 kat hidung for feeding, 1 kat mulut for breathing, and each one kat both hands and legs to monitor blood pressure, heart beat and tube ubat..... entah berapa banyak kali darah dier kena amik, entah berapa byk ubat dah masuk dlm badan dier.....

It took about 1 and a half days untuk fayyadh sedar after the operation....And nampak sgt he is still drowsy because of the drugs. Tak banyak sangat pon aku boleh buat.....just usap2 dier..panggil2 nama dier and selalu cakap.. "Ummi sayang fayyadh, fayyadh strong boy, fayyadh good boy, fayyadh kena kuat lawan nie..u are a fighter"..... Time nie raser rindu sangat nak dengar suara dier, rindu sangat nak dukung fayyadh....rindu, terlalu rindu

Day 5 at ICU....slowly doc cabut one by one the tube.... kat kepala and mulut. Kat hidung still lagi ader tube for feeding. His vision pun still kabur agaknya....tak nampak pon sinar kat mata dier..Mata dier pon bukak kecik jerr....Slowly his hand and right leg are moving...kaki kiri dier tak dpt digerakkan lagi..

Day 6 - baru dpt dengar suara dier.... but very slow. Bunyi dier nangis pon lain...maybe tekak dier sakit sebab pakai tube tuh. And he can start feeding through bottle.

4 days in the wad...fayyadh is slowly showing a good response...he can smile, he can focus and he can talk..... slowly he's moving his right leg.

Nak marah kat babysitter tuh??....tak lah, cuma dissapointed sket sbb baru 7 hari hantar kat dier...and I don't even blame the little girl...mungkin she had a good intention, nak pujuk fayyadh tgh nangis....then biler dier angkat....kakak dier marah...and told her to put down the baby...so dier terperanjat and cepat2 nak letak fayyadh..time tuh laa fayyadh terjatuh. Entah lah, mmg takder raser nak marah pon.... benda nie tak disengajakan....Alah, benda dah nak jadi kan...mungkin ader hikmah disebalik semua dugaan ini......Aku redha

And thanks to all.... your prayers, wishes, doa and all the sumbangan. It have helped us a lot....The doc have done their best....And kiter sbg org islam hanya mampu berdoa dan mintak pertolongan dari Allah....And alhamdulillah...Allah Maha Pemurah lagi Menyayangi Umat yang berdoa padaNya

Alhamdullillah...Fayyadh slowly beransur pulih..... And I will keep praying for his best..AMIN

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