March 30, 2005

It is God's will....

Yesterday, went to visit my fren at ampang. She delivered a baby boy yesterday morning ...... Unfortunately, the 7 months baby did not survive due to slow heart beat complication. However, she's OK now and recovering from the infection....

AL - FATIHAH.... Mohd Rizq' Ifwat Muhammad Fuad

To ila & poet - hope you get well soon, and jgn serik2 nak pregnant lagi tau..!!. Tabahlah menghadapi dugaan ini...Sesungguhnya Tuhan itu maha berkuasa yang menentukan segalanya....mungkin bukan rezeki kite. Dan sesungguhnya...ader rahmat di sebaliknya....dan
" DIA " akan sentiasa mendokan kesejahteraan mu dan menanti kalian di pintu syurga...

Sitting here, thinking of myself I should be very grateful...It's OK for me, of not being pregnant yet. Rather than, you already pregnant, but you cannot have the baby. You lost someone that has growing inside you...and that's the hardest part...losing your baby

Can't image if something like this, happened to me. For sure, I'll be in trauma. Afraid of getting pregnant again and If I do, I'm sure will keep wondering and worrying whether the baby will survive until the end

But I will keep trying and trying and hoping and praying that someday I will be pregnant too... USAHA TANGGA KEJAYAAN...ehehehee.

This is what we called God's will... Ader orang nak anak, susah nak dapat. Ader yang dah dapat, tak nak pulak, main buang - buang jer ... Ader yang dapat anak, sakit pulak....Ader yang org susah, miskin dapat ramai anak.....Ini semua Tuhan pnuya kuasa. Segala yg baik datang dari Nya, yg buruk datang dari diri kita sendiri

Ya Allah, berikanlah ku kekuatan dan kuatkankanlah imanku untuk menghadapi dugaan dan ritangan yang mendatang ini....Tunjukkanlah jalan ketika aku dalam kebuntuan, terangilah diriku ketika aku dalam kegelapan, bimbinglah diriku ketika dalam kesusahan.....AMIN

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