December 5, 2008

Enough is enough..!!!

Damn you H****l, forcing me to make this decision. I'm making one since you cannot make any..!!

I cannot let that stupid ego obsession of yours and that stupid long court process to decide on my life. I have given you enough time to think - exactly one year for you to make a decision and clearly you don't have any guts to decide..!!

Winning for you is everything...Yes, you can have fayyadh..!! Now you can show to the whole world that you win, but that doesn't mean that you are right.

Kau raser kau lagi bagus jaga dan besarkan fayyadh dari aku kan....so sekarang, tunjukkan lah kebagusan kau tuh kat Tuhan.

But do remember this, untuk setiap titik darah yang keluar dan setiap urat aku yang putus masa melahirkan fayyadh, untuk setiap titik susu yang aku perah sendiri untuk besarkan fayyadh, untuk setiap ayat Quran yang aku bacakan maser mengandungkan fayyadh dan untuk setiap doa yang fayyadh aminkan selepas aku solat.....fayyadh takkan sesenang itu nak lupakan aku....

Dan untuk setiap detik dan saat kau pisahkan aku dengan anak aku....hidup kau takkan senang..!!

And trust me...I will drag you down in hell..!!!

20 comments:

gulp..meremang bulu roma aku bace arrr....

apitz, u surrender Fayyadh to him ke? are u sure?? please dont make Fayyadh's life suffer...

Gerun gak aku baca....OMG... sian nye Fayyadh. boleh hilang akal pikir pasal benda ni. dia ingat dia mampu ke nak jaga anak..tak yah cakap nak besarkan anak la, nak layan anak sehari semlm pun blm tentu dia boleh...takpe ko jgn putus asa...dia cuma dpt badan fayyadh je..hati fayyadh tetap ingat kau...tak sanggup rasa nye nak pisah dgn anak kan...

think once, think twice and think million times again apitz! once u surrender fayyadh to him, u will never have you son back.

Please dont do it to your son..he needs you.. i'm so sad.. pls dont give up.. raise your son.. jgn biar marah pada ex husband but let your son suffer..

apitz, plz be patient dont give up on ur faith..dont gv up now..ur son more need u than his father..

apit,

are u really2 sure to let go fayyadh. EEEEEeeee..BODOH la hasmil ni. BODOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....takde hati perut punya manusia.

apit, pk bebaik apit. anak tu harta paling berharga. tak boleh di tukar ganti.

u do what's best for u beb..follow ur maternal instinct. on 2nd thot kan..betul ke mamat tu nak sgt custody? ke saja nak gertak u beb??just make sure he walk the talk la cos mamat ni cam tak betul je..ntah2 dah jadi gila since kena tinggal ngan u..

pls don't let fayadh go..
aku xnak kata hasmil xboleh jaga anak..
tapi ko tanye diri ko sendiri, ko boleh ke hidup tanpa fayadh..??
dia segala2nya dlm idup ko.. tergamak ke ko nak lepaskan anak ko?? pls think again apit.. plss..

it makes me wonder, how easy it is for us menggunakan nama Tuhan to justify our doings, tapi kita selalu take for granted tentang hakNya. i'm not talking about you, apit, but human in general.

Anyway... my prayer to you...

Ya Allah, Kau rahmatilah temanku dan keluarganya dengan jalan-jalan yang terbaik buat mereka, kerana Kau jualah yang mengetahui hal yang terbaik buat kami.

Jika bercerai itu yang terbaik, maka redhalah.

p/s: hopefully dah buat solat istikharah before buat keputusan :-)

Hasmil! Ready your breakfast and eat hearty... For tonight, you dine in hell!

i'm damn sure.. u'll get your son back.. trust me!

aku nak tengok skit jantan tu leh jaga fayadh ke tak.mcm bagus!

apitz....pls dont give up.aku takut nanti anak ko dah besar dia dapat tau yg ko give him up because u want a divorce?

you are so gorgeous

I support you,my friend!

macam2 dugaan kau pit...tolong besabar banyak2 sis..and buat semayang hajat so that you would not lose your son...be tough woman...i know you are one strong nut to crack...so don't give up your faith and please keep your spirits up...

I will pray for you and Fayyadh's well being, and I will also pray for Hasmil even..i hope you guys will find peace within and amongst yourselves insya Allah...

astaghfirullah..what a woman..one should never ever curse anyone with hell..not even your worst enemy..you belum ditalak lagi kan, so he is still your legal husband..dont mutter such horrible words again girl..tarik balik ayat itu, minta maaf padanya kerana kita sebagai manusia tiada hak mencaci manusia lain..brace yourself, dont let your anger and unstable emotions control your words and actions..

aku rasa btul kata anonymous tu...takut nnt fayyadh tak suka kat ko bila dia dah besar nnt dia dapat tahu ko tinggalkan dia or lepaskan dia kat laki ko, semata-mata ko nak lepaskan diri ko sendiri dari hasmil...

pk laa lagi skali byk2...jgn susahkan si anak tu semata-mata ko tak nak gantung tak bertali...mmg susah kalau hidup gantung tak bertali ni...tapi, ingatlaa hati anak ko tu...dia dah laa tak bleh nak luahkan perasaan dia nak bagitau dia rindu kat ko or nak peluk ko...sian dia...

aku rasa maybe mak bapak hasmil tu yg akan jaga dia...tak sama laa kasih sayang tok ngan kasih sayang seorang ibu...kesian ngan anak ko tu apit...pk laa lagi skali...

cam kata tini...make sure ko dah buat istikharah sebelum buat keputusan tu...

wish u and fayyadh all the best dunia and akhirat, ameen.

apit, kalau tok atau tokwan yang jaga cucu, biasanya cucu tak menjadi, banyak cth aku nampak depan mata.

May b ko ada reason sendiri, tp tanya hati ko sendiri, ko boleh hidup tak tanpa anak disisi?

"The word "shams" (sun) is feminine, and "qamar" (moon) is masculine. The sun burns itself out to give light and life to everything around, and the moon is muneer, meaning it reflects the light. Within itself it has no light; it radiates the brilliance of the sun. So when we shine as men, the implication is that we are reflecting the glorious light of our women. May Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'aala be pleased with them."
- Shaykh Abdullah Adhami