February 3, 2009

This morning...

Going to work is like a heartbreak for me lately...

Why....? I have to left fayyadh in uneasy situation...cause he's weeping like crazy.

I just changed to a new maid. She arrived about 2 weeks ago..
At first, they are getting along quite well.....mersa jer ngan kakak baru dier, asik2 mintak dukung
Knowing fayyadh...mmg gitu, mmg senang mesra ngan stranger...even mamak, indon kat kedai makan pun..dier leh salam and tegur

But a few days back....fayyadh change. Mmg taknak langsung dengan kakak tuh...Bagi jer melalak pastuh siap sedu2 lagi...

I asked her....how come fayyadh turn up like this...? Dier kater, dier takutkan2 fayyadh dengan hantu...Errkk..hantu maner...? Nie ader dier simpan gambar hantu dalam hp..

At first...alasan nak takutkan dier tuh...boleh ler terima...cakap kalo nangis2, tak nak makan, tak nak kemas balik mainan dier, nanti kakak bagi hantu.....and dier terus senyap and behave...humm, bagus laaa jugak kan

Tapi biler dah lelama....nampak sangat fayyadh sgt takut dengan dier. Bagi jer dekat kakak..meronta2 tanak...nangis cam kena penampar jer

You can tell, from the way your baby crying kan...ngada ker, sakit meragam ker, aper ker....nie mmg nangis yang ketakutan, sedu sedan sumer

This morning, lagi haru.....

Usually...will bring Fayyadh for a ride. Pusing2 jap....then tell him " Ummi nak gie work, fayyadh tinggal ngan kakak....dun noti2 tau..." Then dier salam, and give a hug....main stering kejap, tekan segala button kat radio...then dah....Babai ummi...Then give a longeeesssst flying kiss...mmg tak pernah meragam laaaa..

Tapi tadi....umpan dier tgk dibo...tak jalan...then took him for a ride as usual. Sampai depan rumah....ckp ler nak gie work...Dier dah start nangis...nampak jer kakak tuh nak amik dier, terus nangisss giler and hug me, tak nak pergi...kakak pujuk bebaik pun tak nak lepas jugaaakkk...mmg nangis giler laaaa

From the cry....."Ummi..helllppp!! I'm scared.."
They way he hug you.... " Ummi please don't leave me...don't leave me with her..."

Mmg kesian jugak lerr tgk kan...tak pernah tgk dier nangis cam tuh...

Last2 aku masuk opis lambat, lekakan dier , main ngan dier dulu...then baru gerak

Wish I can work from home......

7 comments:

eh apitz...jgn laa tinggalkan anak ko ngan dia...kita tak tau apa dia dah buat kat fayyadh...bkn nak kata mengada-ngadakan anak...tapi baik berjaga-jaga sekarang daripada menyesal kemudian hari...

ko cuba balik diam2 skrang ni tengok diaorg kat umah...kadang2 mmg anak tu jadi mengada-ngada kejap sbb mimpi apa ke...tapi kadang2 mmg ada something yg dia tak tau nak cerita kat ko macam mana...so, dia nangis dengan harapan ummi dia faham rasa hati dia...

jgn laa apitz...risau aku dengar...dah laa skrang ni macam2 kes ngan budak2...ntah apa dia buat kat budak tu...kurung ke, cubit ke, tak bagi makan ke...ish na'uzubillah...

bkn nak berprasangka buruk kat org...tapi kalau dah anak ko tu mmg senang ngan stranger, sbb apa dia takut sangat ngan kakak tu...mesti ada sesuatu yg ko tak tahu tu...

jgn laa apitz...risaunya aku...balik laa tengok anak ko tu...tak pun, pasang senyap2 cctv kat atas tv (tempat yg bleh nampak semua ceruk)...tapi cepat2 laa, jgn tunggu berminggu-minggu...masa berjalan...

hope everything is ok...

apit, if u hav internet line at home, get someone good w networking n hav knowledge in video. u can actually view ur webcam at home from ur office but i'm not sure wats the requirement but it is possible.

apit...kak rin pun agree dgn "Aku"..kalau fayyadh nangis cam tu..silalah berprasangka buruk. balik spot check ke apa.kesian aku baca dia nangis gitu.

ha ha lain macam je fayadh nangeh cam tew .

apit nanti tghari balik la spot cek ...tak pun on kan webcam hahahhaha

wei ...trust your motherly instinct...better do something to monitor maid kau tu...agak musykil citer kau nih...

hi.. been ur silent reader lama dah..

erm.. btul la apitz... maybe ada menda dier buat... selain takutkan hantu tuh...

jgn balik time lunch... sbb dier bleh agak kot... u try to amik half day ke.. balik mengejut.. selain dari bleh tgkkan apa dier buat.. this will also takutkan maid tuh.. yg u can come back anytime...

i mmg kalau tukar maid je.. suka balik buat kejutan... kalau takder apa.. okla.. just kata balik meeting kat luar ke.. apa ke..kalau ada apa2.. masa tuh la u tau...

Rumah aku takde maid. Tapi ada Mermaid.