For the few past months, few of this words selalu keluar dari mulut aku :
a) Kenapa
b) Sampai biler
c) Tak sanggup
d) Penat
And for the past few days.... I almost going insane... and lost hope in everything. But I managed to wake up and stand strong, after dah kena maki hamun ngan someone....So, thanks to you dear
So, to live with it...
a) Kenapa change to takper lah
Reason - God have choosen me to tanggung dugaan ini...means Tuhan bagi fokus kat
aku.... n Tuhan tak ignore aku
b) Sampai biler change to live with it
Reason - Tuhan bagi maser untuk aku merasa "single"....so I have more time to myself and fayyadh.... go travelling etc. And at the same time.....menghargai
family, kengkawan n orang yg sayang aku
c) Tak sanggup change to aku ok
Reason - "For things to change, I MUST change first"...So aku kena berani untuk berubah, sanggup untuk berubah....sanggup susah untuk senang
d) Penat change to i'm stronger
Reason - Setiap dugaan yang datang, Tuhan takkan bagi kalo dia tahu we cannot take
it..... and God will make me through it....and everyday it makes me stronger and
stronger..... In future, if aper - aper pon yang jadi...InsyaAllah I can take it..
The conclusion is..
THOUGHTS become WORDS, WORDS become ACTION, ACTION become CHARACTER, CHARACTER become DESTINY....
So.... WORDS have POWER.. choose your WORDS WISELY...!!
Nak complain...mmg tak larat nak complain.... Kalo nak soh sabar, dah lama dah hilang sabar.... n dah lama dah jadi giler agaknya... So to survive...I have to live with it.....absorb everything and be grateful of what I have now..... Choose to have a happy life....masalah nie seciput jer, kalo nak difikir - fikirkan.....banyak lagi happiness and anugerah Allah kat luar sana.... And the important thing is....I have found that happiness inside me...
What is the WORST thing can happen to me....?? NONE...!!
The One With the new hello
3 months ago
6 comments:
brave
bleh jadi pakar motivasi pas nih
change yur perspective
be positive
way to go gurlz...
dear friend..
still remember me?
all these days, i've been a silent reader and visiting your blog once in a while when i have time.. and never miss to drop by here ever since day one..
i'm speechless...it's really sad to see when happiness turn out tob be the other way round...
life is like a wheel.. sometimes you're way up there... but at times there you're way down there..
what ever happened...always cherish your life and make the most out of it...
take care dear..
regards,
kilroy
anonymous
thanks for the advice....kena lerr stay positive
life so tough...
kilrooyyy...
Of course lerr...maner leh lupa lu beb...ehhee
How r u...? How's life...? ehh kat ner skang..?
U take care yer..
aapitz;
my life quite hectic lately.. but now am back to my hometown for 2 days holiday.. ... dah berbulan tak balik..i feel like am in heaven!! :)
am still @ putrajaya.. nothing change after the latest cabinet reshuffle..*sigh*
how's your? how's baby fayyadh? hope everything were fine..
kilroy
kilroy..
Life is great and getting better.... kalo nak pikir masalah tuh mmg ler...but I have leave the problem behind...now it's time to move foward...to move on with what I have now...
Fayyadh ok....getting naughty...and very mengada2 okay...ihiiiii
Hi Aapitz, I've bumped into your blog.. your story have given me a very insightful perspective of life..
at a young age of 20s, you've already gone through all the trials and tribulations in life ...baby's blood clot, marriage breakups and those things that are the utmost dreads could ever happen to any women on earth..
I believe it makes you a stronger and wiser person.. Indeed, things does not happen unpurposely, it's with God's will.
I'm not as pious, I struggle to complete 5 times prayers a day, i rarely wakeup at night to perform prayer, i struggle to read quran everyday. But i always set in mind and strive to move towards all that.
I believe God will give trials to ppl who have good intention like us because there will be brighter lights waiting for us ahead..Hopefully you will continue to persevere and be calm in whateva's coming and anything we do, we try to do it for the sake of Him.
Till then, Bon courage
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